As os this day of life...

I'm in pain i don't think Ive felt like this in a long time. My head feels like its trying to split open at the left temple and of course my headache is giving me nausea. but that's not even bad compared to how my ma is doing she will puke like 6 or 7 times a day and its really scary even tho i know that is what happens during chemo its still not the most great thing. I'm drawing ma a picture of two horse heads forming a heart with a lymphoma ribbon behind it it looks good i hope she likes it. i really don't get why i have to do this no one ever reads my stuff anyway. I'm going prom dress shopping tonight with my cousin patty I'm hoping to find a green dress in my size Ive wanted a green dress for 3 years but i can never find one in my size i guess that's the price of being fat lol but a nice darker green dress will look nice once i get my hair back to that deep red that i like. i cant believe how horrible i feel i really hope this goes away before i go to patty's just another week before spring break and it will be a break i need it too well so does my whole family but i was more lucky then them i almost feel bad for going but ma told not to and have fun. I worry constantly about her and at the moment I'm wondering why she need German chocolate cake frosting but o well ill get it for her anyway although i have it :/