Similes

As he talks i notice him more and more
His intelligence like a vast deep forest
His face a pristine river calming and cool
his self esteem a western tavern rowdy and confident
and compassion like a rope strong and keeps me tied to him

oxy moron

sitting on the stone thinking of the generous cruelty handed out
a helpful depression enters the mind awaking the soul
such a lovely crisis going on that we don't know how to handle it
the beautiful tyrant that's taking over has ruined everything
and i only have myself to blame

magnetic poetry

The universe to smoke
posion with translutent steel
two dark questions srround prisioners
like life more smiling

Poetic phrase generator

Dormant trees floated like prayers like frantic fish
slick and sleek stray shafts of light keep life from spilling
the ashes of youth crisp and shard drowned in rain
Swift and sweet catching more glitter for the fires gone grey
marbled words carved streamed edged into solid tree trunks
Stormy world the flowers fold and a star almost shines

The summer i was 15

Sweet youth and just figuring out life
Still have a touch of innocence
days laying on the board walk of Devo Beach
the endurance completion with my uncle
oh sweet victory and the spoils spent on ice cream
the dairy bar and its 24 flavors of soft serve
how the do it is still a mystery to me
the little old lady at Drost
giving me free sample so i would talk to her
The endless bike rides to and from town
down the bike path to territory unknown
the thrill of adventure from up north
and a life of possibilities seen though lakes pristine

As os this day of life...

I'm in pain i don't think Ive felt like this in a long time. My head feels like its trying to split open at the left temple and of course my headache is giving me nausea. but that's not even bad compared to how my ma is doing she will puke like 6 or 7 times a day and its really scary even tho i know that is what happens during chemo its still not the most great thing. I'm drawing ma a picture of two horse heads forming a heart with a lymphoma ribbon behind it it looks good i hope she likes it. i really don't get why i have to do this no one ever reads my stuff anyway. I'm going prom dress shopping tonight with my cousin patty I'm hoping to find a green dress in my size Ive wanted a green dress for 3 years but i can never find one in my size i guess that's the price of being fat lol but a nice darker green dress will look nice once i get my hair back to that deep red that i like. i cant believe how horrible i feel i really hope this goes away before i go to patty's just another week before spring break and it will be a break i need it too well so does my whole family but i was more lucky then them i almost feel bad for going but ma told not to and have fun. I worry constantly about her and at the moment I'm wondering why she need German chocolate cake frosting but o well ill get it for her anyway although i have it :/

Karma

Sitting by the window
Enjoying the warmth of the early spring weather
AFV is on but from the kitchen is something less amusing
A stifled sob and sniffling
I go to her and ask if she’s ok even though I know she’s not
And I was right
As she tells me what happening everything changes
My world all the sudden is turned upside down
I’m all the sudden faced with death and the unknown
So many questions fill my head
Then a realization
Karma
The thing that could of helped my ma
Was collected just last week
My donation…
Two weeks later she sits in the hospital
Awaiting a cure looking for hope
And I will be there
To make up for just 20 cents