Real Name poems

My real name is Jillian
yesterday my name was Crass culinary
Today my names is melody of silence
secretly i know my name is outspoken penitential
once my name was childless joy
forever in my heart i will be Lovers Vent


My name is Jillian
To others i am known as that one weird girl
To my family i am the one who does it all
To my par nets i am reach for the best
to me i am a mask of myself
Even now i am not fulfilled
Tomorrow i will be longing for the bell
Someday i may be me
But for now i just am